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Droll existence
This is no place for such a boring commodity
Never excited or even the slightest bit stimulating
Monotonous
Stoic
Like a statue stating off into the distance
Try to keep the drool from dripping off the bottom lip of your pointless existence
Inspire me
For once in your life
Inspire me -
Hait
Today
Yes today
I admitted my hate
For a person who I really hait
Which is not my normal emotion
Because it causes so much commotion
The laugh of hate is quite annoying in that it plays
Over
And over
And over again
In the ears of those who do NOT need it most
To the people that hait and feel bad for it
My empathy goes out to you…
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over hill and vale… i will see to it that we will be together again.
but what is it that i seek?
is it another mist covered peak?
its much simpler.
wishing, wanting, longing to be,
someone with individuality
never again to see the surface
or the other side of this precipice
the leap! it cant be!
no one needs me…
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if you ask me…
if you ask me what i think, ill say
im afraid
if you ask me what i believe, ill say
that you shouldn’t go away
because if you abandon me you will find out fast that i have been betrayed before and dishonesty makes me cringe and deceit makes me remember. if you ask me, i believe that you should tell the truth and nothing but the truth SO HELP ME GOD, because i believe vows are forever and i will be alone from now on.
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life is ongoing and everlasting yet we always looking forward to tomorrow and a better day.
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The only way to be beautiful is to be exceptionally unique. nature is unique thus nature is beautiful. simple words from a simple mind that is always thinking.
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Who am I.
who am i to you
just a measly little soul
nothing left to do
my intentions black as coal.
you leave me empty inside
like a hollow shell
but ill shall set all words aside
and pretend all is well
THAT was the old me
im not him any more
no longer am i just going to take a knee
like I always have before.
this ends where it started
Right here and right now
i showed you the door into my life
and I am NOT taking a bow.
To end all this strife i must take a vow
NEVER again will i sit and let this happen
The only question is “how?”
I will tell you right now.
I AM
taking my livelyhood back
and NO ONE is stopping me
it is self esteem others lack
Why cant everyone just see
Who *I* am….
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Why me
Why was it me who was always meant to see…
Again, and again. Time after time
Just wondering what there is to be…
In the daily life of me…
All I want is what is mine…
How selfish of me to spoil this gift that He has given me…
Somehow there is no reason to fret
Because of all the blessings he had given me
All I have to do is forgive and forget
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4 x 4 →
YOUME
US.
Haggered breaths build in my chest, Accepting the truth can be hard
Accepting that no matter what i do, No matter how hard i try; im still alone.
Give me strength to have courage, To have the ability to take a chance
To take our friendship to the next level, To the next stage…
